Ok
After reading all comments, I still felt that I reacted in very wrong way
But I hurted much by seeing lot of bad things against me.

Appa bro always tried to teach me good but I was confident on my decision & said anything to admin & others which my mind says

Finally saying, will try to improve
& all should cooperate with me because without your cooperation, nothing possible
Only fights may continue
& please, don't take negative meaning of my posts always & for this post too
& don't bring my identity amongst all like I am engineering student, my name name is shubham etc.
Kind request